Well it's done, I am staying home. My last day is Sept 1. To make it worse I GAVE my job to my friend Stefanie from college. I was reluctant, however, I think for my respect for my boss, I think she will do good there and be what he wants. Hey also I will have one more reason to stop in and say hi. I can't believe how hard this, I know it's the right thing, it feels right. My boss wrote me a final email telling me the job is mine all I have to do is work everyday. I just got out of his office again this morning and he expressed how "sad" he was. My eyes teared and I said me too.

So on top of that. My friend Katie is moving to Boise today. Its funny how people just come in your life, make a huge impact and then leave. I am heartbroken about it. She is the closest, most unjudgement, understanding friend I have had, next to one, the other most infinate heartbreak I have encountered. But my heart is heavy of change today.